LEGAL HELP PLEASE !

Help this man seek legal counsel. He has been the victim of unfortunate police abuse, torture, harassment and tactics and higher government authorities even the F.B.I..Identity theft, threats to his life. For the simple matter of the reason which surround his life and his well being. Here is the story of a young man who was abandoned from his so called family left for dead with no way to survive and no traces of his real family and there whereabouts.. This young man has been told which he has told me that those claiming to be his real family are not and that his real family has been deceased for years and his identity has been used against him for unknown reason. Help this poor man seek legal counsel so he can find clarification and afford a good lawyer bye helping him get his story told. call him try to ask him about his story and his life. It is a story that needs to be told and can help shed light on many similar cases which are still unknown or unsolved to this date. He has explained to me that he cant afford proper legal service and he has been put into a binding situation where those who know about him are trying to hurt him in order to keep him from releasing the truth about his life and his deceased family. The real story which he has told to me is very cruel very real and very wrong and no one should suffer such torture and harsh treatment living as a prisoner but not in prison. He has not only been followed and harassed by street gangs but he has been harassed and threatened by his own family.He has been left to fend for himself and put into a constant mental sickness of insanity and suicidal tendencies. What you will read when you visit the websites and search through them thoroughly is the personal story of a young man who has tried to escape the insanity and vicious circle of evil which has secluded this man from living a normal life. In the essay and paragraphs you will read one of the most under reported stories in american history. This man has been discriminated against from filing police reports, playing professional sports, and secretly being threatened on college campuses to leave and in the filing process to attend universities.He has been told he was not good enough when he was and his has been scammed numerous times by hackers,thieves,thugs, and white collar crime. when i first talk to him and read his story i was shocked to learn wait a minutes this is happening in american and the people who done this to him have shown no shame, care or remorse and continue to live lives of a lie like these events never took place or happened. He has been followed by police and warned not to take action or lose his life. Here is a link please search through and an attached PDF document which explains the rest. I cant believe this is happening in america i am ashamed to live in this country.

http://cdbaby.com/cd/phatbeetz


 
 
DATE FOR THIS MATERIAL IS NOVEMBER 2 I BELIEVE 2005 OR SOME DAYS IN NOVEMBER I REALLY CANT SAY BECAUSE THE LOCATION I AM WRITING FROM IS PREVETING ME FROM CONTACT WITH A NORMAL LIFE & THE OUTSIDE VIEW.
 
DIVIDE & CONQUER

CHAPTER 11

THIS WORLD WE LIVE IN HAS MANY SERIOUS ISSUES. FIRST IT HAS TO DO WITH DEFINITIONS. BIAS,DISCRIMI(NATION),INDIGENOUS,DESCENDANT,FOREIGN,AMERICAN, BORDERS, BOUNDARIES, TERRITORIES SO ON AND SO FORTH. WHAT MANY PEOPLE STILL DO IS ASSUME LIKE THEY ARE GOD THEM SELF WITHOUT ACTUALLY KNOWING WHAT A PEOPLE OR PERSON IS TRYING TO CONVEY OR SIMPLY CREATE ART IN THEIR OWN SPARE TIME NOT ASKING FOR OPINIONS EVEN THOUGH FEEDBACK IS ALWAYS ON ITS WAY. IN THIS WORLD TODAY THE WAY WE AS A HUMAN FAMILY HANDLE PROBLEMS IS BY HURTING YOUR FELLOW NEIGHBOR NEVER REALLY KNOWING IF THEY ARE IN A TRUE TIME OF NEED AND NOT FOR MATERIAL MOTIVES EITHER BUT TO HAVE SOME REAL GUIDANCE AS TO WHAT TO REALLY LOOK FORWARD TO THE NEXT HOUR. WITH SO MANY ISSUES AND SO MANY PEOPLE BEING LOOKED OVER AND THE REAL TRAGEDIES OF THE WORLD NEVER BROUGHT  TO LYTE PEOPLE ESPECIALLY THE AMERICANS IF NOT NOW MORE THAN EVER IN THE AMERICAN AS WELL AS WORLD HISTORY NEED TO STICK TOGETHER OTHERWISE THE HATE THAT BOILS UP INSIDE OF THEM ALL WILL BE THE DEVASTATION OF ALL NATIONS OF MAN AND WOMAN KIND. WHO AND EXACTLY WHO HAS PLACED THESE BARRIERS THAT SAYS ITS OK FOR ONE NATION OR GROUP OF HARDENED PEOPLE TO OVER POWER AND OVER COME ANOTHER BECAUSE HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF. THIS HAPPENS BECAUSE PEOPLE AND IF YOU WANT CHANGE SERIOUSLY YOU CAN RELATE ARE NON CARING OF WHAT PRESERVES THE NATURE OF THIS EARTH AND USE THE NATURAL RESOURCES OF THE EARTH TO BRIBE LESS FORTUNATE NATIONS HOW SHAMEFUL AND DISGRACEFUL OF THE HUMAN FAMILY UNDER GOD. THEY TRASH THE EARTH AND SPEED THE PROCESS OF BUSINESS WHILE THE ENVIORINMENT WHICH TAKES ITS TIME A NATURAL THING CANT KEEP UP AND YOU SEE IT. TAKE A GOOD LOOK AROUND TAKE A GOOD LOOK AROUND EVERYBODY FIGHTING FOR A POSITION TO GET IN WHERE THE SO CALLED FIT IN AND WHEN YOU GET IN WILL YOU REALLY BE SATISFIED. WHAT ARE WE FIGHTING FOR. IF ONE PRINCIPLE CAN EASILY BE JUSTIFIED AND SHUNNED LIKE IT DOES NOT EXIST. PIRACY, THREATS, THEFT, MIS COMMUNICATION, UNIFORMED DECISIONS, WORLD TRADE THAT IS NOT BALANCED AND DEPLETING THE VERY EARTH WE EAT FROM IS AT AN ALL TIME HIGH. HOW CAN WE BALANCE THE LAND SO THAT THOSE WHO FELT THAT HAVE BEEN LEFT OUT BUT HAVENT CAN GET A FAIR CHANCE KNOWING UNDER THE RADAR THOSE THAT HAVE BACKING IN THEIR COUNTRIES ARE NOT REALLY NEEDY OF THE AMERICAN PEOPLES MONEY. WITHOUT BIAS THE GREED THAT SEPERATES THE AMERICAN PEOPLE NEEDS TO DEMONISH. THE GREED THAT SEPERATE THE UNITED NATIONS AND THE REST OF THE WORLD NEEDS TO ALSO. WHAT IS TO BE SAID FOR THOSE WHO DONT SUPPORT THEIR OWN PEOPLES ENDEAVORS NOT ONLY THAT.  WHAT IS TO BE SAID FOR THOSE THAT WONT BALANCE THE INLFLUX OF IGNORANCE. LETS EXAMINE AND BREAK DOWN WHAT IGNORANCE IS. WHEN YOU DELIBERATELY KNOW SOMETHING YET AND STILL YOU GO AHEAD LIKE YOU ARENT AWARE THAT YOU BEHAVOIR IS INAPPROPRIATE. ONE PERSON DOING WRONG AND NOT BEING CORRECTED IS BAD NOW ADD THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE TO THE SITUATION AND ITS OUT OF HAND WHO, HOW AND WHAT CAN CONTROL THAT A BOMB WHAT FOR IS ALL THIS MONETARY MEANS WORTH SACRIFICING THE LIVES OFF ALL HABITATE THAT IS A LIFE FORM. IS THE ECO SYSTEM THAT GIVES US THE EMOTIONS TO CAUSE HATE, LOVE, AND HAVE SENSES WORTH LOSING IT IN THE NEXT FEW DECADES WHICH WE WILL BE LIVING IN AND LIVE OUT AND BREATH TOXIC AIR,WATER, AND FOOD. WHY DOES SO MUCH DIVISIONS EXIST BETWEEN THE PEOPLE OF THE EARTH AND WHAT FOR? MONEY ALL FOR THE FUCKING LOVE OF MONEY WOW WHEN MONEY PLAYOUT PEOPLE STILL GONE BE LIKE CRACK ATTICS ADDICTED TO SOMETHING THAT HAS NO PURPOSE IN THEIR LIFE AND IS DESTROYING THEIR VERY EXISTENCE. I CANT WAIT FOR THE DA Y WHEN I WAKE UP AND EVERYBODY IS HAPPY GETTING ALONG LIVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST AND ABLE TO TRAVEL OR GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD THEY WANT WITHOUT NOT BEING PROVIDED AN SO CALLED EQUAL OPPURTUNITY WITHOUT GOING THROUGH THE TRIALS OF LIFE JUST TO SEE IF YOUR MAN OR WOMAN ENOUGH TO HANDLE WHAT IS YOURS NATURALLY BY GOD A NATURAL BRITH RIGHT. NO HUMAN SHOULD HAVE TO PAY FOR ANYTHING IS WAS GIVEN TO US BEFORE HUMANS COULD FIGURE OUT THAT YOU COULD TAX OR PERSUADE SOMEONE INTO BUYING IT. WHY SHOULD I SACRIFICE BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARS BLLEED MY LIFE OUT ON AUDIO VISUAL OR SOME FORM OF COMMUNICATION IF THE NEXT MAN OR GROUP OF MONEY HUNGRY CITIZENS WILL NOT PUT THAT BACK INTO THE LAND AND REALLY DO IT.  MORE TECHNOLOGY MORE HOUSES MORE CARS MORE BUSINESSES MORE THIS MORE THAT BUT DID ANYBODY STOP TO ASK GOD WHAT THAT BEING FEELS WHAT GOD SEES AND WHAT GOD INTENDS FOR US. YES RIGHTEOUS PEOPLE ARE TEMPTED FOR YOU WERE MADE TO NOBDY IS INHUMAN BUT WHAT IS ALL THESE MODIFICATIONS BEING MADE FOR IF THEY WONT BENEFIT FUTURE GENERATIONS AND THE LIFE WE LIVE NOW.  I DISLIKE YOU SO I AM GONNE STOP DOING BUSINESS WITH YOU AND IF YOU DON TLIKE IT ILL WILL TAKE YOUR LIFE SUCH NON SENSE AND CARELESS HOW DID SOCIETY COME TO THIS BE YOURSELF AND BE INTELLIGENT BE SMART BE YOU REALLY KNOW YOURSELF THATIS ALL YOU HAVE TO DO.  NOBODY HAS TO FOLLOW THE GUIDELINES OF THE GOVERNMENT OR ANY GROUP OF PEOPLE BECAUSE IF YOU DONT WELL YOU KNOW WHERE THATS GONNA LEAD YOU MAKING MORE ENEMIES THAN FRIENDS BUT I WOULD RATHER HAVE MORE ENEMIES THAN FAKE ASS FRIENDS THAT ONLY WANT MONEY AND THEY ARE STILL BLIND. SWEET RHTORIC WONT CHANGE CERTAIN REALITIES BUT FOR THOSE REALITIES THAT IT HAS NOT TOUCHED IS WHERE IT NEEDS TO BE NOT IN THOSE REALITIES THAT SHUNN THE TRUTH AND KNOW THAT THEY CAN CHANGE THEIR WAYS AND STOP FUNDING THEIR OWN AS WELL AS THEIR GRANDCHILDRENS DESTRUCTION.  IF THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD TRADED AND BARTERED FOR THE GOODNESS OF PRESERVING THE EARTHS NATURAL RESOURCES AND NOT JUST TO CAPATILIZE OFF THEM THEN THE WORLD WOULD BE COMMUNIST NATURALLY WITHOUT INTEREFENCE OF ANY KIND AND GOD TRUE ETERNAL PURPOSE COULD SHINE TO THE WORLD AND EVIL WOULD SLOWLY FIND ITS WAY OUT OF THE UNIVERSAL REALM. RESPECT IS GIVEN WHEN TIS EARNED SOME SAY TO THOSE WHAT RESPECT YOU BUT WHAT ABOUT THOSE WHO FEEL YOU HAVE TO EARN RESPECT BY HURTING SOMEONE HOW STUPID AND IDIOTIC. YES THE TRUTH DOES HURT AND IN REALITY IF ONE PERSON IS GOING THOUGH SOMETHING DIFFERENT AND YOU HAPPEN TO NOTICE THAT DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE AUTHORITY TO BEAR ARMS JUST BECAUSE YOUR FELLOW CITIZEN DOES SO. WHAT IS THIS GREEDY WORLD COMING TO? CHANGES IS NOT EASY IT TAKES TIME BUT THOSE THAT DENY IT THE MOST HAVE TO BE WILLING TO MAKE THAT SACRIFICE TO DO SO AND THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE THEY SHOW THEIR TRUE COLORS. I NEVER SPEAK INADVERTNELY AT ANYONE I SPEAK TO THE PROBLEMS THAT I SEE. IF YOU DISAGREE TELL ME WHY AND I BET YOU WILL SEE THAT WHEN THE LIGHTS GO OUT OR AT THE END OF A GOOD CONVERSATION WITH GOOD COMMUNICATION TRASLATOR SIGN LANGUAGUE HOWEVER WE HAVE TO COMMUNICATE SO WE DONT GET MIXED VIEWS THAT WE ARE NOT DIFFERENT THAN EACH OTHER. SISTER AND BROTHER HOOD SHOULD BE UNITED BECAUSE WE ARE ALL PART OF GODS FAMILY TO TEND TO THE EARTH AND THOSE THAT DONT CAUSE THE DESTRUCTIONS OF IT. TAKE A GOOD LOOK AROUND NO NEED TO CONFER TO ME. ASK YOURSELF WHAT ARE YOU REALLY GAINING AFTER YOU ACCOMPLISH YOUR GOALS. CAN THOSE GOALS HELP THE SURROUNDINGS AROUND YOU OR  ADD MORE HARD  PROBLEMS TO IT? THIS IS JUST MY OPINION OR VIEW OF THE WORLD. WHAT DO YOU THINK NOW? IN  CHATER 12 MY LIFE STORY WHICH IS YET TO BE COMPLETED AND PROBABLY WONT BE FINSIHSED  FOR A MOVIE AND BOOK BY ME. I DO FEEL THE DEPTHS OF DEATH CALLING ME EVEN THOUGH I WISH THESE CIRCUMSTANCES WERE NOT ON ME. NO ONE IS MEANT TO LIVE FOREVER. I JUST HOPE THAT IN TRYING TO COMPLETE MY STORY I DON’T DIE BEFORE I CAN SUBMIT IT TO THE WORLD IN A TIMELY MANNER WITH THE RIGHT HELP SO THIS PIECE OF ART ENTER THE WORLD THE WAY I WISH IT TO BE TOLD. CHAPTER TWELVE IS GOING TO BE A NARRATIVE OR A SHORT STORY ABOUT SOME ASPECTS OF  MY LIFE.  SOME OF THE PAIN I FEEL ON A DIALY BASIS AND THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD THAT IF I EVER BECAME FAMOUS. IF THIS STORY WAS EVER READ AND RE-WRITTEN THEN THIS IS THE MAN BEHIND THE MASK AND SILENT PERSONALITY.  WHO HAS CONTRIBUTED LOTS OF GREAT ART TO THE WORLD LIKE SO MANY WHO ARE POOR. THAT ARE EXPLOITED FOR THEIR TALENTS THAT HAVE NO VOICE OR THE REAL MEANS TO GET A GOOD REAL LIFE STORY TOLD. NOT FOR POLITICAL OR MATERIAL GAIN BUT TO HELP THOSE IN SIMILAR SITUATIONS THAT TRULY CARE. TO LOOK FOR THEM AND BRING ABOUT A SPIRITUAL REVOLUTION OF THE SOUL AND TO SOLVE UN-SOLVED MYSTERIOUS THROUGH OUT THIS WORLD. MANY PEOPLE CANT SPEAK BECAUSE THEY ARE HIDDEN AND SILENCED BY OPPRESSIVE EVIL ORDERS THAT HINDER AND KILLS THE SOUL, MIND AND BODY. IF THE TRUTH EVER BECOMES KNOWN OR IF IT ONCE WAS SPOKEN AND BROUGHT TO THE EYES OF THOSE WHO WISH TO KEEP IT SECRET. YET THE TRUTH STILL REMAINS THAT THE ONLY SECRET IS THAT THERE IS NO SECRET. THOSE WHO KNEW KNOW AND CANT KEEP THE TRUTH HIDDEN VERY LONG. AS A SPIRITUAL PERSON AND STUDYING GOD I HAVE FOUND THAT THE TRUTH IS GODS ETERNAL PURPOSE. HOW CAN WE LIVE IN A WORLD WITH SO MANY INJUSTICES AND LIES, CRUELTIES IF WE NEVER FIX THE BASIC PROBLEMS OF ALL SOCIETIES. I HAVE STUDY MANY MOVEMENTS OF ALL COLORS OF PEOPLE THROUGHT OUT THE WORLD AND THE FACT REMAINS THAT TRUTH IS THE ONLY THING THAT NEEDS TO BE LOOKED UPON. IF NOT THEN MANY PEOPLE WHO DIED FOR A CAUSE OR CERTAINTY DIED FOR NO REASON NEVER KNOWING THAT THINGS WOULD STAY THE SAME WORLD WIDE.  OR THE CAUSE THEY FOUGHT FOR WOULD NOT BE UNDERSTOOD BY THE NEXT GENERATION THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO EMBRACE IT AND CARRY THE TORCH ON. ALL IN ALL I JUST HOPE THAT ONE DAY THE PAIN I FEEL AND THE SITUATION THAT I WAS PUT THROUGH NEVER HAPPENS OR KEEPS HAPPENING THE WAY IT DOES. ONE DAY I HOPE THAT IT COMES TO AN END FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF THE WORLD IF NOT THEN THE WORLD WILL ALWAYS CONTINUE TO HAVE WAR, DISEASE, HATE, GREED, AND SEPERATION ON ALL LEVELS OF LIFE FORM. IT MAY NOT SEEM SO BUT IF GOD GAVE US BRAINS USE THEM TO CHANGE THE WORLD FOR THE BETTER OR GO AGAINST THE POWERS THAT BE. SEE IF YOU CAN CHANGE THINGS THEN YOU WILL SEE HOW I FEEL PARTIALLY IF YOU CAN MAKE ONE CHANGE IN SOCIETY FOR THE GOOD. I WOULD NEVER WISH THE PAIN I FEEL ON ANY PERSON EVEN THOSE WHO COMMITTED SUCH HORRIBLE AND VICIOUS CRIMES AND ATROCITIES AGAINST ME. THE EMOITIONAL BODY ALWAYS SAYS REETALIATION BUT WILL HARMING THOSE WHO HARMED YOU BRING ANY DECEASED PEOPLE BACK. I CAN ONLY SUGGEST THAT THOSE WHO HAVE DONE ME WRONG TAKE THIS CONSIDERATION NOT FROM ME BUT FROM GOD. THIS IS NOT AN INVITATION INTO MY LIFE FROM ME BUT FROM GOD. I FEEL SOMETHING IN MY SOUL THAT TELLS ME CHANGE YOUR WAYS THIS IS THE ONLY THING I CAN SAY TO THEM WHO HAVE HARMED ME AND KEPT ME CAPTIVE. CHAPTER TWELVE IS GOING TO BE A BREAKDOWN OF THIS STORY I WANT TOLD ABOUT MY PAST. IT MAY SOUND CRAZY TO TALK ABOUT A REAL LIFE SITUATION THE WAY I DO BUT I CANT WRITE FROM A PERSONAL VIEW I HAVE TO WRITE FROM A WRITERS STANDPOINT THERE IS NO OTHER WAY. OTHERWISE I WOULD BREAK DOWN IN TEARS AND NEVER BE ABLE TO COMPLETE ANY WORKS I DO WHETHER IT BE MUSIC, POETRY, SHORT STORIES, OR ANY OTHER FROM OF COMMUNICATION THROUGH ART. I HOPE TO BUILD AN SPIRTUAL HOME IN THE HEARTS AND MINDS THAT CONSIDER THIS WORK WHO CAN ADD TO IT THE TRUTH.  ABOUT WHAT OCCURRED WHICH SOME FACTS I STILL DON’T KNOW IN AN ATTEMPT TO UN COVER THE TRUTH IN A WORLD THAT PREFERS IN MY AND CERTAIN CIRCUMSTANCES A SMALL OR SOMETIME NO VERSION OF THE TRUTH. IN ORDER TO PRESERVE ITS EVIL AND UN JUST ORDER.
 
CHAPTER 12
 
MY LIFE STORY
 
WHO AM I? WHERE WAS I BORN? WHAT IS MY BACKGROUND OR NATIONALITY? WHAT CULTURE DO I BELONG TO? JUNE 30, 1963 FAMILY MASSACRE TRUTH OR FICTION? WAS I BORN IN 1980, 2 OR 3? I AM A WRITER THIS IS MY JOB & PART OF MY JOB INCLUEDS MY LIFE. I NEVER COMPENSATED FROM MY WORKS.I FREELANCE MY IDEAS. SO I FIGURE I WOULD WRITE ABOUT MY SITUATION. I FEEL IS THE BEST STORY I HAVE TO TELL IN MY LIBRAITY AND IN HISOTRY OF THE AMERICAS 7 UN-CONVERTING THE TRUTH. AS ALWAYS WHEN LOOKING FOR DPENDALBLE SOURCES THE TRUTH MAY ALWAYS HAVE FAULTS, CRACKS, & LIES BUILT INTO IT TOE STEER SEEKERS OF KNOWLEDGE DOWN THE WRONG PATH SO THEY NEVER FINISH THAT GREAT STORY. I INTEND TO FINISH THIS STORY EVEN IF IT MEANS THE LOSS OF MY LIFEAS A TRUE NATIVE INDIAN OR WHATEVER MY CULTURE REALLY IS. I AM MIXED I KNOW THIS FOR A FACT BECAUSE ANY DARK SKINNED PERSON OF COLOR WITH AFRICAN DESCENT THAT AINT CHARCOAL BLACK HAS OTHER TRACES OF DESCENT IN THEM. I AM ALSO MIXED WHEN IT COMES TO FINDING OUT THE HONEST TRUTH. WHAT WERE THE NAMES OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS WHO WERE SLAGHTERED? THE NAMES I FOUND IN THE PAVEMENT WERE STACK,KANDY 9 MORE WRITTEN IN CEMENT CANT REALLY SEE WHAT THEY SAY. AT 804 BANKS DRIVE IN FRONT OF THE DOOR TO THE LEFT. BURIAL SITE NOT AVAIABLE STILL MISSING POINT FOR ME WRITING THIS BOOK TO HAVE A SITE TO VISIT AND BEING TRUTH TO PROPER AUTHORITY THAT WILL HELP. TIMES AND DATE OF INCIDENT NOT AVAIABLE COUNDT EVEN FIND IN THE PAPERS AND THROUGH RESEARCH. FEARS- I BELIEVE MOST WOULD NOT SPEAK UP IN FEAR OF DEATH(DUE TO HOW MANY WERE INVOLVED), RETIALIATION OR AN UPHEAVAL THAT WOULD KEEP THEM 1/3RD OF A MASS LAND THEY OWNED,CULTIVATED,PRAYED, RAISED FAMILIES & BELONGED TO WOULD BE DESTROYED AND SEIZED.
 
PURPOSE OF STORY
 
TO FIND OUT ABOUT NATIVE AMERICANS PRIMARILY TO FOUND OUT THE TRUTH ABOUT MYSELF AND MY FAMILY WHICH WAS NEVER DISCUSSED PERIOD. WHO I REALLY AM AS FAR AS CULTURE WHERE I WAS BORN. WHO IS MY FAMILY TRUTHFULLY, WHAT REALLY HAPPENED WHEN I WAS YOUNG. WHERE IS THE HISTORY OF NATIVE AMERICAN INDIANS THAT LIVED ON ALL THE GREAT SACRED LANDS OF AMERICA ON THROUGH CANADA BACK DOWN TO MEXICO AND SOUTH AMERICA. WHY IS THEIR HERITAGE STILL TIL THE YEAR 2006 NOT HIGHLY ACKNOWLED, SPOKEDN OFAS OTHER CULTURES SPEAK OF THEMSELVES, COVERED UP SWEPT UNDER THE RUG & TRAGEDIES THAT THEY FACED 7 STILL DO NOT BROUGHT TO LIGHT LIKE SUBJECTS IN NEWS THAT ARE NEGATIVE OR IN INSTITUTIONS THAT ARE THE CURRICULUM TO SOCIETY OR GAINING DEGREES. WHEN DID ALL THIS OR THEE MIS-FORTUNES TAKE PLACE & WHERE DO THE NATIVES EXIST IN SOCIETY TODAY, THEIR TRADITIIONS,CUSTOMS,IDEOLOGIES,BELIEFS, AND MOST OF ALL WHERE ARE THEY NOW ESPECIALYY THE TRAGEDY SURROUNDING MY LIFE EVERYDAY.
 
IF SOMEONE LIKE A EDITOR, WRITER, OR AUTHORITY FIGURE WERE TO ASK ME OR ANYONE ELSE ABOUT THE TRUTH PERTIANING TO MY CIRCUMSTANCES. THE REASON FOR WRITING THIS BOOK I WOULD TELL THEM THIS. I AM HUMAN I FEAR, I FEEL ANYTHING AT ANY TIME ANYONE WOULD FEEL IF THAT PERSON WERE ME AND KNEW MY SITUATION IN PARTICULAR. YET LIED TO ME TELLING ME EXACTLY THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT THE TRUTH IS. IN CARRYING OUT THESE NEXT SERIES OF PAGES A REAL PERSON WOULD FEEL SYMPATHY AND LOOK TO THEIR OWN SITUATION AND SEE HOW THEY COULD HELP AND PREVENT THIS FROM HAPPENING AGAIN SOMEWHER ELSE IN THE WORLD. A BOY RAISED TO A MAN ALL BY HIM LONELY WITH NO TRACE OF HIS WHERE ABOUTS IN REGARDS TO HIS FAMILY, CULTURE, LANGUAGE & LIFE. I HEARD MANY A PEOPLE SAY TO ME( FOR I DON’T EVEN NOW MY NAME OR TRUE IDENTITY) THAT IS WORLD IS COLD AND SHIT HAPPENS IT’S A PART OF LIFE. PLUS NOBODY IS GOING TO FEEL SYMPAHTY FOR ME. ALL IN ALL I AM NOT ASKNG FOR AN APOLOGY (WORDS CANT BRING BACK PEOPLE-ONLY PRISON TIME FOR LIFE NOT DEATH SO THOSE INVOLVED TO FEEL THE PAIN I FEEL EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE) OR REWARD BUT MERELY ONLY TO KNOW WHAT & WHO I AM. ALSO, IF I AM NATIVE WHERE ARE MY PEOPLES THE TRIBE WHO I CAME FROM, FAMILY OF BIRTHRIGHT & FRIENDS OF MY DECEASED FAMILY. THIS WAY BEFORE I PASS ON  OR GET KILLED I CAN PASS DOWN THE KNOWLEDGE TO MY CHILDREN & TO PEOPLE WHO WERE INTRIGUED ABOUT MY AND WONDERED WHY I REBELLED AGAINST CERTAIN SITUATIONS IN MY LIFE. WAS IT THE BLOOD OF MY ANCESTORS GUIDING ME TO THESE ACTIONS AND THOUGHTS. THE SPIRIT OF THE LAND & WILD KEEPING MY FAITH IN GOD STRONG. THE DEATH(S) OR SO-CALLED DEATH(S) OF MY FAIMLY & COVER UP OF NATIVES STRUGGLES INSTILLING PRICIPLES IN ME THAT WRE NOT KNOWD TO THE AVERAGE PERSON, AMERICAN OR ANY RELIGIOUS OR GOD FEARING FAITH. THIS BOOK IS A STORY THAT I KNOW EVEN WHEN I DO PASS ON THE STORY WILL NEVER END.  FOR MY SPIRIT WILL LIVE AND TANT AND WATCH OVER MY TRUE PEOPLES WHOMEVER THEY ARE WHERE THEY ARE FOR GENERATIONS AND CENTURIES TO COME LIKE ALL ANCESTORS WHO SPOKE THE TRUTH OF GODS WORD FOR THE WORLD. OF COURSE AS USUAL ANY TIME A PERSON WRITES A SONG, PHRASE,OR BOOK, COLLECTION OF WORDS  OPPOSITION IS JUST WAITING TO EXPRESS ITS VIEWS WITIHOUT FEELING THE INTENT OF THE MATERIAL. MAINLY BECAUSE THE STATUS QUO MONETARILY MENS MORE THAN HUMAN LIFE, STRUGGLE OF ANY KIND AND BELIEF THAT A BETTER WORLD IS POSSIBLE THROUGH STORIES THAT ARE TRUE AND HOLD GREAT SIGNIFIGANCE TO THOSE THAT CHOOSE TO EMBARK ON THESE JOURNEYS OF COLLECTING WORDS TO PHRASE THEIR TREASURED GIFTS& TRUTHS ON EARTH. EVERY HUMAN WANTS TO BE REMEBERED BUT WHY DOES NOT OTHER LIFE FORMS THAT CANT SPEAK? WHICH FINALLY BROUGHT TO A LEVEL OF COMMUNICATION SHOULD HOLD SIGNIFIGANCE AND APPRECIATION. SHOULD BE GARNERED TO THOSE WHO HAPPEN TO READ THE STORIES. WITH SO MUCH GOINIG ON IN TODAYS SOCIETY ITS WAY EASY TO FORGET ONES HERITAGE.
 
            THE GREATNESS ONES CULTURE HAS AND GET CAUGHT UP IN IDEALS THAT MERELY TARNISH WHO OR WHAT A MAN OR WOMAN IS. YET ALONE THE APPRECIATION OR SITTING DOWN HAVING QUIET TIME WITH ONESELF AND ENOJYING OR LEANING THE LIVES OF GREAT HERITAGES, MEN AND WOMAN THEIR STRUGGLES AND GREAT PEOPLE IN GENEREAL NO MATTER THEIR BACKGROUND. IN THIS BIG SMALL WORLD DUW TO GLOBALIZATION WHICH CAN BE A GOOD OR BAD THING DEPENDING ON WHO NEEDS IT. IF IS BECOMING EVER MORE CLEAR THAT THE EARTH IS ENTERING A NEW DAWN, ERA OR PHASE OF TIME WHEN SPIRUALITY SHOULD BE RAISED ABOE ALL OTHER MEANS OF THE CYCLE OF LIFE. TO RAISE THINKING OR UNDERSTAND AND GO ABOUT CARING IN AND WHEN A PERSON IS ALLOWED TO ALL FORMS OF LIFE. A MAN LOSING HIS FAMILY STURGGLING TO MAKE IT IN A COLD WORLD WHERE MORE ODDS ARE AGAINST THIS MAN THEN HE COULD EVER REALIZE. IN GOD EYES IS NOT DIFFERENT THAN A SNAIL TRYING TO GET FROM ONE SIDE OF A FOREST OR STREET TO THE OTHER WITHOUT BEING STEPPED ON OR PUT BACK WHERE IT STARTED FROM BY SOME BUSY HUMAN TRAVELING ITS PATH AND HAPPENS TO DISCOVER IT. NEVER KNOWING THE BUGS,INSECTS,BIRDS, TO BEES ALL HAVE JOURNEYS LIKE THE SNAIL WHICH IS THE MAN ME IN THIS STORY SLOWING GRADUALLY MOVING TOWARDS THE TRUTH.
            WHEN GOD CALLS ONE OF ITS CREATIONS TO DO SOMETHING(WRITE A BOOK ABOUT YOUR LIFE) THEN THAT IS WHAT ONE MUST DO. IF GOD CALLS SOMEONE TO LOVE, THEN THAT IS WHAT ONE MUST DO. SAME AS WHEN GOD CALLS PEOPLE TO BATTEL AND PEOPLE WHO OPPOSE HAVE NO VOICE BECAUSE THOSE CALLED TO BATTLE CAN BACK UP THEIR GREEDY WAYS OR ARE SOMETIMES FORCED IN TO BEING PRISONERS OFA GREATER THREAT. THEN IT MAY SEEM HOW CAN A LOVING CREATOR OF SUCH A BEAUTIFUL WORLD CALL A MAN TO HARSH AND HARDENING TO LFIE SITUATION AFTER TAKING AND LEAVING HIM(ME) WITH NO FAMILY BUT ONLY SIGNS OF WHAT HIS CULTURE MIGHT BE. ONE MUST ASK ARE YOU TESTING, ASKING OR DEFILING GOD NAME WHEN YOU THINK OF SUCH THINGS. NO I AM MERELY LOOKING FOR SOLUTIONS TO A PAIN THAT RUN DEEPER THAN THE VASTNESS OF THE UNIVERSE OR ALL THE WORLD OCEAN. IF THERE IS NO EXPLANATION FOR THE TRAGEDIES THAT UNDERLIE BEFORE THIS MAN KNEW THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM(ME).NOT ONLY HIM BUT HIS HERITAGE THAN WHAT IS A MAN TO DO.
 
            HOW SHOULD OR COULD A PERSONFEEL AND WITH FINALLY COMING TO THAT UNDERSTANDING OF THESE EVENTS(ARE TRUE) TO HIS FAMILY LET ALONE THE CULTURE WHICH HAVE HAPPENED. HOW COULD THIS MAN EVER GO ABOUT WANTING TO SUCCEED A NORMAL WAY OF LIFE BY CONTEMPORARY  OR THE WORKING(AMERICAN VALUES) STANDARDS. TOP OF THAT COMING TO A POINT OF TRUSTING ONCE AGAIN NEW PEOPLE IN HIS LIFE. WHEN THE PEOPLE WHO WERE CARING FOR THIS MANCOULD OF SET A BETTER EXAMPLE FOR HIM, BUT THAT WAS COMPLETELY NOT THEIR INTENTIONS. I COULD BE WRONG AS THIS HISTORY OF MY LIFE HAS SHOWN ME INSTANCES THAT BASED ON THE LIVED OF MY ANCESTORS WAS NO DIFFERENT. PEOPLE LOOKING FOR A BETTER WAY, GRASS ALWAYS LOOKS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE ANDIMBALANCES OTHER HARMONIES, LIFES, TRADITIONS,CUSTOMS AND SPIRITUALITY. ONLY TO IMPOSE ON  THEM THEIR BELIEFS AND TAKE LIVE SLOWLY OR WITH FORCE IF OPPOSITION IS MET. FROM SEXUALITY WITH ANOTHER CULTURE TO DRUGST;HAT ARE MORE CHEMICALLY POTENT(SOMETIMES OUTRIGHT POISIONOUS) THAN WHAT NATURES PERFECT BALANCE OF THESE SUBSTANCES ARE MADE. IN THESE DAYS  IS NOT ENOUGH TO JUST HAVE A REGULAR JOB AND LIVE BY THE TRADITIONS OF ONES ANCESTORS. OR DOES ONE HAVE TO FOLD TO THE EVER-INCREASING ECONOMIC DEMAND OF SOCIETY. ALL THE WHILE TRYING TO UPHOLD HIS TRADTIONS WHERE HIS LANGUAGE HE DOES NOT KNOW LET ALONE CANT EVEN SPEAK OR IS BEING SPOKEN. WHICH MAKES IT THAT MUCH HARDER TO REMEMBER LET ALONE TRYING TO LIVE INTERNALLY,SPIRITUALLY, RITUALLY BY THE BELIEFS AND CUSTOMS OF ONES TRADITION.WHICH ARE THE WAYS OF HIS PEOPLE IS NOT EASILY SPOKENHIGH OF DUE TO MANY A POEPLES WHO KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT HIS STORY AND NATIVE AMERICAN INDIANS. WHY THEY ARE A INDIGENOUS AND LARGE BUT NOWADAYS SMALL AND BARELY MENTIONED GROUP. WHOM SPIRTUALLY BUILD THE WORLD CENTURIES AGO  AND BARELY EXIST TODAY. YET THERE IS ONLY A SMALL TRACE OF THEM HERE AND THERE IN THE WORLDS SOCIEITIES.
 
            THE BLOOD OF THE FOREFATHERS OF NATIVE AMERICAN INDIANDS STILL FLOWS THROUGH THE LAND SUCH AS THE BLOOD OF MANY CULTURES THAT HAVE BEEN CURSED DUE TO THAT ADDING TO THE BLOOD,SWEAT & TEARS THAT PAVED THE WAY. FOR MANY A CULTURES TO EASILY EMBARK ON ITS JOURNEYS TO LIVE BETTER INDUSTRIALLY THAN WHAT THE NATIVES UNDERSTOOD NATURE AND LETTING IT BE WAS FOR. ONE MIGHT SAY ARE YOU BIASED IN YOUR WRITINGS ARE YOU DISCRIMINATE? NO, I AM ONLY SOUL SEARCHING FOR WHAT IS LOST IN MY LIFE AND WHAT THE LAND HAS INSTILLED IN ME. MY SOULIS HURTING FROM UN-ANSWERED WOUND THAT STILL ABOUND WITHIN ME. IN NO WAY DO I INTEND TO WRITE AGAINST ANY NATION THAT IS DOMINANT EXPECIALLY IF THEY DOMONIATE AND LOOKED AT THE MASSACRES BETWEEN MY CULTURAL TRIBES AND THEIRS. FOUND SOLUTIONS TO OVER COME THAT EVIL WITH EVIL AND TO OVER COME THEM WHICH IS BLAME TO NO CULTURE BUT GREED ITSELF. FOR THE GOD OF GREET OR EVIL RAINS ANY SITUATION AND HISTORY HAS PROVEN THIS TIME AND AGAIN.
 
            THE INTENTIONS THAT REST IN MY SOUL IS BRING JUSTICE,TRUTH & E(QUALITY) TO LIGHT. WHERE AS THE WORLD CAN ONCE RETURN TO THIS TYPE OF THINKING AT SOME POINT. THE WORLD INSIDE MY BOOK(S) WHERE ONCE YOU HAPPEN UPON THESE PAGES IT WILL MAKE A PERSON AT SOME POINT IN LIFEWANT TO CHANGE. CERTAIN BEHAVOURS OR CLOSE-MINDEDNESS(IS NOT ACCEPTABLE FOR THIS READING) THAT A PEOPLE HAD TOWARDS ONE ANOTHER ON ANY SPHERE OF GOD BEAUTIFUL EARTH TO CHANGE AND OPEN UP. FOR ONE MAN WRITING ABOUT THIS PROCESS BASED OFF HIS OWN PERSONAL SITUATION AND PRAYING FOR TRANSFORMATION MAY NOT BE ENOUGH. ITS WORTH A TRY TO UN-COVER ONES OWN HIS-STORY AND MAYBE LEAVING BEHIND A LEGACY THAT COULD ONE DAY IF MORE PEOPLE ONCE PICKING UP MY BOOKS. ADOPT THINKING THAT IS SPIRITUALLY UNIVERSAL IN ALL ASPECTS TO CONDONE. NOT MERE VIOLENCE OR PROSTITUTION OR THINKING THAT SHROUDS,CLOUDS AND KEEPS THE MIND THINKING THE SAME. CONDONING THINKING AND A WAY OF LIFE THAT NOT MATTER WHAT HAPPENS HAS HAPPENED CAN TEACH PEOPLE OF ALL WALKS OF LIFE. TO PUT THEIR DIFFERENCES  TO THE SIDE WHEN TWO OPINIONS ARE NOT BEING MET AND SAY “HEY LIFE IS SHORT LETS MAKE THE BEST OF WHAT WE HAVE UNIVERSALLY NO MATTER WHAT ARISES”. I HAVE ALWAYSHAS THIS SAYING TO MYSELF AND THAT IS WHAT HAS KEPT ME GOING KNOWING EVERYBODYHAS A STORY OF SOMETHING TO TALE SOME KEEP IT IN OR DON’T KNOW HOW TO TELL IT PROPERLY. WHERE AS SOME ARE EXPERTS IN GETTING A STORY OUT TO THE GREATER WORLD EVEN WITH MODERN FROMS OF COMMUNICATION.
 
            A PERSON OR A PEOPLE SHOULD NOT HAVE TO LIVE WITHOUT THEIR HERITAGE BEING RESPECTED AND NATIVES NOT TO BE SO CAUGHT OR BENT TOWARDS THEM. BUT WHAT IS THIS BOOK ABOUT IS ONE CULTURE I CAN SAY THAT IS LOST IN A VAST WORLD WHERE AS MANY CULTURES CUSTOMS ARE EASILY AVAILABLE AT ALL TIMES EVEN IN COLLEGES & UNIVERSITIES. BUT HAS ANYBODY ASKED THE NATIVE AMERICAN INDIANS HOW THEY FEEL. YET ALONE PEOPLE WHO TRUTHFULLY SPEKAING DON’T KNOW THEIR BACKGROUND OR WHERE TO GO TO ATTAIN IT TRUTHFULLY WITH LIES AND COVER-UPS. LETS   JUST SAY WHAT IF I WAS THE LAST HOPE TO NATIVE AMERICAN INDIANS  OF ALL KINDS EVER BEING WRITTEN ABOUT AGAIN. EVEN IN THE 21ST CENTURY AS NATIVES HAVE BEEN AROUND BEFORE ANY OTHER CULTURES CAME TO AMERICA. THAT WOULD BE SAD TO KNOW IF NATIVES THAT STILL ARE AROUND HERE LIVING AND THEY ARE NOT ABLE TO GET THEIR STORIES TO NEWS OR AN ACCEPTABLE LARGER MEDIAM WHERE IT CAN BE STUDIED WITH RESPECT IN REGARDS TO ITS CUSTOMS,LANGUAGE ETC… PRACTICED OR LEARNED. HAVE I MET RESISTANCE FROM MY PEOPLES YET BECAUSE IM SURE THIS IS WITH ANY GREAT CULTURE.
 
            EXPOSING MY TRADTIONS UNLIKE MY ENEMIES IS SOMETHING THAT IS NOT SUPPOSED TO GO BECAUSE IT MY GET TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF. WELL THEN YOU HAVE TO LOOK AT HOW MANY PEOPLE HAD FAMILY MEMBERS THAT MAY HAVE HAD CAUSED HURT TAKING LIVES IN ERASING NATIVE AMERICAN INDIANS. YET KEEPING THE NATIVES TRADITIONS ALIVE AND TO THEMSELVESAND WRITING ABOUT THEM TODAY. PUTTING A NEW SPIN ON THE TRADITIONS  NOT REALLY EXPOSING THE WHOLE TRUTH OF NATIVES PEOPLES STRUGGLE. (OUR STORIES ARE NOT GETTING TOLD) OR IMPOSING IN A BOOK OR AS WHATEVER A COLLEGE DEGREE CAN OFFER IN A FIELD OF STUDY ABOUT CERTAIN PEOPLES. YET HOW COME MOST TIMES SOME WHO SPEAK OF NATIVE AMERICAN INDIANS OR CULTURES ALMOST OR ARE EXTINCT OR WHO ARE NOT OF THE TRADITION THEMSELVES. THAT IS MY INTENTION TO USE MY PERSONAL STORY TO CATAPULT NOT JUST PEOPLE OF COLOR STUGGLES THAT CAME AFTHER THE NATIVE AMERICAN INDIANS AND THEY WERE ENSLAVED TO BUT THE MASSACRE AND ALMOST STILL TILL THIS DAY THE ASSASINATION OF A GREAT CULTURE.
 
            NOW IF  YOUR SITTING HERE AND READING THIS LIKE ME AND THINKING WELL IF THIS IS A NATIVE AMERICAN HOW COME HE DOES NOT KNOW THAT MUCH ABOUT  HIS PEOPLE. WELL THERE IS PLENTY OF EXPLANATION FOR  THE MIS-INFORMATION. FIRST OF ALL I WAS NOT BORN WITH OR INTO A TRIBAL COMMUNITY OR IN A DIRT MOUND OT TIPI OR UNDERGROUND HUT. PIERCED OR SCARRED WITH SACRED RITES FROM BIRTH RITUALS LEAVING ME WITH A BIRTH MARK. SECONDLY AS ANYONE OR MANY NEW AGE NATIVES TO MY KNOWLEDGE THAT MAY NOT KNOW THEY ARE AMERICAN INDIANS AND ONCE THEY FOUND OUT. HAVE TO GO SEARCH FOR THE TRUTH IN LIBRARIES OR CERTAIN PLACES THEY CANT GET TO OR ACCESS. WHICH MAY BE SIMILAR TO BUT FAR FROM THE TRUTH. WELL MOST PEOPLE WOULD THINK SUPPOSEDLY FIRST THING COME TO MIND. IF YOU’RE AN INDAIN SHOULD YOU BE FROM INDIA. WELL THAT SOUNDS TRUE BUT INDIA IS A CULTURE OF A DIFFERENT RELIGION AND CUSTOMS ALL TOGETHER. I AM TALKING IN REFERENCE TO NATIVE AMERICAN INDIANS WHOSE ANCESTORS WERE SLAUGHTERED NOT ONLY FROM HANDS OF SLAVE SETTLERS THAT CAME TO THE NORTH & SOUTH AMERICAN SHORES WITH AFRICAN SLAVES. WHO ARE NOT TODAY AFRICAN-AMERICANS. ALSO BY THE HANDS OF ITS OWN TRIBES THAT WERE VICIOUS, MERCILOUS WARRIORS MORE SAVAGER THAN THE GOVERNMENT OR ARMIES THAT EXIST IN THE WORLD TODAY. AS MANY CULTURES FACE INFLITRATION AND TRAGEDIES FROM WITHIN ITS OWN SCOPE OF PEOPLE WHICH BRING THEM TO DEFEAT. THE NATIVE PEOPLES UNLIKE BUT LIKE THE AFRIKANS & OTHER GREAT NATIONS DEFEATED (THAT ONCE RULED THE EARTH) THEMSELVES WITH HANDS OF THEIR OWN AND NOT MORE THAN OFTEN THEIR OWN.
 
            THIS IS THE STORY I INTEND TO TELL AND WHY MY FAMILY IF I AM A  NATIVE& DO NOT KNOW IT WAS MASSACRED AS WELL MY FAMILY MEMEBERS, GRAND PARENTS, MOTHER & FATHER, BROTHER & SISTER(S), UNCLE&AUNTS MAYBE. I STILL NOT HAVE UN-COVERED THE TRUTH AND ALL THE DETAILS TO MY FAMILIES TRAGEDY AND WHAT REALLY HAPPENED. LOOKING OVER HISTORY OF MY PEOPLES AND LOOKING TO MY SITUATION CORRELATION IS THEIR AND I DON’T THINK IT WAS JUST THE GREED OF THE CAUCASIAN THAT HAD A SHARE IN THIS HORRIBLE INCIDENT. I THINK IT HAS TO DO WITH A CULTURE THAT WAS RICH IN GOLD AND WAYS OF LIVING AND WERE MURDERED FOR THEIR WAY OF LIFE. ALL THE WHILE PROTECTED BY MARAUDERS OF A DIFFERENT KIND THAT WERE NOT THEIVES. MANY NATIVE AMERICANS HAD PROTECTION FROM THE ARMY UP UNITL THE GOLD RUSH ENDED. WHEN NEW CULTURES STARTED BENEFITING FROM THE GOLD RUSH AND CRAFTING NEW TRADES SUCH AS STEAL, HOUSING AND EVEN THE DRUG MARKET WHICH DEVASTATED THE AFRIKAN DESCENDANTS SAME AS TODAY. I READ UP ONCE THAT NATIVES WERE NEVER A POOR SOCIETY THEY ALWAYS HAD MORE THAN THEY NEEDED BECAUSE THEY LIVED BY THE LAWS OF THE LAND(NATURE). MANY NATIVES STILL EXIST TODAY AND SOME WHO ARE INDIAN PROBABLY DON’T KNOW OR EMBRACE THAT ASPECT OF THEIR LIFE. OR MAY BE THREATENED TO NOT ACKNOWLEDGE WHO THEY ARE DUE TO THE MASSACRES AND TRAGEDIES THEY ONCE DID AND STILL FACE.
 
            AS IN FUTHERING MY OWN STUDIES OF COLONIALISM( MODERN GLOBALISM VS TRADITIONAL ANCIENT CUSTOMS) AND FOREIGN DOMINATION THAT THOSE WITH HATE,RANCUR, GREED IN THEIR HEARTS WHICH ENSLAVED MANY AFRIKANS. WHEN THEIR CULTURE WAS RICH OF THE LAND AND OF LEARNING SYSTEMS WHICH STILL RULE THE WORLD AS OF TODAY, BUT MANY EVIDENCES OF DOCTRINES. THAT COULD HAVE BEEN SAVED FOR CENTURIES LATER FOR PEOPLE LIKE MYSELF TO LEARN OF SUCH A RICH CULTURE. WWERE STOLEN,BURNED, DESTROYED AND HISTORY RE-WRITTEN ALL FALSELY. AS I CONTINUE MY JOURNEY FOR JUSTICE, PEACE, AND TRUTH. ONE THING REST ASSURED IN MY HEART THAT NO MATTER AFRIKAN OR NOT THE FACTS STILL REMAIN THE SAME. THE GREAT KNOWLEDGE OF PROPHETS, TEACHERS, LEADERS, GRIOTS, SHAMANS, STORYTELLERS, VISION SEEKERS IN A NATIVE SENSE, AND THE RICHNESS OF HOLENESS WITHIN WILL NEVER FULLY BE KNOWN I CANT TELL BY NOW. FOR I HAVE COME TO A PERPLEXING CONCLUSION THAT EVERYTHING THAT A PERSON READS OR HEARS OR EVEN SEE MAY NOT BE THE HOLE TRUTH. BECAUSE NO MATTER WHERE A PERSON IS FROM WE ARE ALL REFUGEE’S IN A FOREIGN LAND. THAT WAS ONCE OCCUPIED BY MAYBE NATIVES OR A CULTURE THAT EXSITED BEFORE SLAVERY, COLONIALISM, AND GLOBALIZATION OR THE UNITED STATES.  DUE TO OUR HISTORY IT MAY NEVER BE KNOWN BECAUSE AS TIME HAS SHOWN THAT THOSE WHO HOLD THE TRUTH AND KEEP IT FROM THOSE WHO SEEK IT CAUSES NATIVES TO FALL. SUCH AS TODAY I READ AN ARTICLE THAT TOLD ME MUCH OF WHAT I ALREADY EXPECTED OF INDIAN NATIVES & AFRIKANS THAT WENT THROUGH THE MIDDLE PASSAGE. THESE PEOPLE IN THESE CULTURES WER MORE THAN MERE CANNIBALS, SAVAGES, AND WHAT THEY WERE DEPICTED AS WHEN YOUR NORMALLY READ OR HEAR OF THEM.
           
            A BROADENED MIND KNOWS THAT SUCH PEOPLE AS I READ WERE ARTISTS OF MANY FORMS AND HEALERS. THEY WERE EVERYTHING THAT AMERICAN SOCIETY HAS A DEGREE OR OCCUPATION FOR IN THE WORLD BUT WITHOUT TECHNOLOGICAL OR INDUSTRIAL ADVANCES. EVERYTHING IN THOSE TIMES WAS DONE BY HAND AND WOOD, CLAY AND WATER HOUSE LATED THE TEST OF TIME WHICH IS WHY CERTAIN SCHOLARS CAN PICK UP ON THIS. NOT MERELY BECAUSE THE FACTS ARE STILL EVIDENT WITH TRACES BEING LEFT BEHIND ALL OVER THE WORLD BUT, IT SEEMS PEOPLE ARE NOT TAUGHT TO EMBRACE WHAT THEY DO KNOW. NOT MERELY BECAUSE ITS WHAT’S IN YOUR GENE BUT THE ROOT OF ANCESTRY RUN DEEP AND ALL IT TAKE IS ONE HONEST LOOK AT ONE OWN HERITAGE OF TRUE CULTURE WHICH IS NOT EASY TO LEARN WITHOUT BEING WITH YOUR REAL ANCERSTORS. OR THOSE WHO STILL CAN PRODUCE ARTIFACTS AND TEACH YOU THE WAYS OF YOUR ANCESTORSIN MODERN TIME OF TODAY. I HAVE A RECKONING DECISION THAT IN ALL MY SEARCHING IN THE SOUL FROM OTHER AND FORCING MYSELF OTHERWISE. THAT I MAY NEVER KNOW MY TRUE NATIONALITY LET ALONE IDENTITY. MY PEOPLE ARE OUT IN THIS WORLD ALIVE SOME MAYBE MANYE BUT, MY MAIN FAMILY FROM SOURCES THAT HAVE INFORMED ME SAY MY PEOPLE ARE DECEASED.
 
            WILL THE TRUTH EVER BE A FORCE TO RECKON WITH AND UNCOVER OR SHOULD IT BE LEFT LIKE MANY HOMICIDES AND UNSOLVED MYSTERIES WITHOUT A CLUE OR TRACE YET THE FACTS ARE AROUND. ITS NOT THAT NOBODY WANTS TO HELP ITS JUST THAT SOMETIMES GETTING CAUGHT UP OR TRYING TO FIND OUT EVENTS THAT TOOK PLACE MOST PEOPLE KNEW AND LEFT UNSAID. SUCH A SHAME. MAY BE A REASON TO LEAVE IT THAT WAY ONLY BECAUSE THE STORY IS TO DEEP PLUS THOSE WHO WANT TO KEET IT THAT WAY KNOW NOT ONLY HUMILIATION, THREATS, VIOLENCE AND A CHANCE LESS AT A SUCCESSFUL LIFE NOT ONLY THAT. DEATH MAY BE THE LAST CONSEQUENCE FOR UNCOVERING A TRUTH THAT DOES TO MY KNOWLEDGE EFFECT ME & THOSE WHO CARE. ALL THE WHILE STIRRING & SHAKING THE SOULS OF THOE WHO DO SUCH HARM AND KNOW WHERE THE TRUE ANSWERS ARE. NOT ONLY DO I HAVE TO DEAL WITH UNFORTUNATE CIRCUMSTANCES OF PEOPLE THAT ONCE KNOW ME. ASSUMING I HAVE MONEY FAMILY & SO CALLED FRIENDS SENDING POLICE OR HENCE MEN OR WHOEVER AT ME LEFT & RIGHT. TRYING TO FIND WAYS TO GET A CASE GOING BY SUING ME FOR REASONS UNCLEAER. ONLY LORD KNOWS IM INNOCENT OF ANYTHING THESE COLD HEARTED MONEY HUNGRY ONES MAY TRY TO PULL ON ME. ALL I ASK IS WHY, WHAT FOR, AND WHEN WILL I BE ABLE TO LIVE A NORMAL LIFE. WITHOUT ALWAYS STRESSING FEELING SOMEBODY WANTS TO KILL ME DUE TO MY DARK PAST. THAT EVEN I CANT FIND THE ANSWERS TO EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THE TRUTH IS IN MY HANDS SOMETHING INSIDE ME SAYS LET GO. IS THAT WHAT I SHUOLD DO JUST FORGET MY PEOPLE WHOEVER THEY WERE.
 
            YES THIS WORLD HAS ITS WAY OF DOING THINGS. AT LEAST BEFORE I PASS TO COMPLETE MY LIFE I MUST KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, NOT WHO DID IT BUT WHO WERE MY PEOPLE AND WHATCAUSED THIS TO HAPPEN LEAVING ME ALL ALONG IN THIS WORLD. SOME SAY I AM EDUCATED THAT IS NOT TRUE STATEMENT. FOR I SIMPLY SEARCH FOR THE TRUTH AND EDUCATION HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH FINDING  OR KNOWING THE TRUTH. EDUCATION ONLY HAS TO DO WITH WHAT YOU ARE INTRIGUED ABOUT IN YOUR OWN FIELD OF STUDY. MUSIC,SEX,DRUGS, REALITY,MONEY, WHATEVER IT MAY BE BUT MY PAST IS WHAT INTRIGUES MY INTELLECT AND I NEVER WAS TRYING TO TEACH OR EDUCATE ONLY SPEAK MY MIND ABOUT HOW I SEE A CERTAIN TOPIC. IT IS VERY HARD TO SEE SIMILAR INSTANCES WHICH HAPPEN DAILY TO OTHER CHILDREN. WHICH HAPPENED TO ME AND THEIR STORIES ARE ON THE NEWS AND THEIR GETTING HELP. WHILE IM SO LOST AT TIMES I CANT EVEN SEE STRAIGT OR KEEP UP WITH MY OWN SOLUTION. LET ALONE SEEK FOR SERVICES THAT MAY PROVIDE ME WITH OPTIONS ON WHAT STEPS TO TAKE TO HEAL MY INNER WOUNDS&DISCOVER MY TRUE GENEAOLOGY, FAMILY TREE AND CULTURE OF DESCENT PLUS HISTORY OF MY PEOPLES ORIGIN. WHO KILLED MY FAMILY I DON’T KNOW. I HAVE BEEN ADVISED OF REASONS WHY THIS OCCURRENCE TOOK PLACE, YET THE TRUTH IS SO DISTORTED AND WATERED DOWN AT THIS POINT. THAT I DON’T KNOW ;WHAT TO BELIEVE ANY MORE. I WILL CONTINUE AS LONG AS I AM ALIVE THIS SPIRITUAL JOURNEY TO UNLOCK MY PAST & LEARN OF MY PEOPLES. I JUST HOPE I AM ALIVE LONG ENOUGH TO FINISH ALL MY AUDIO VISUAL ARTS, WORKS, BOOKS AND SPOKEN WORD SERMONS ABOUT MY VIEWS ON MY HERITAGE OF MY OWN & WHAT I VIEW IN THE WORLD.
 
           
 
 
 
By UHURU IMANE